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Down The Rabbit Hole (The Broken Tea Cup Awaits) - GD/Seungri

Title: Down The Rabbit Hole (The Broken Tea Cup Awaits) 
Rating: G
Pairing: G-Ri
Word Count: 1359
Genre: AR, Angst
Summary: He had just asked me to meet him in Wonderland. And I promised I would. 
AN: For vvipforseungri aka Martina because I know she loves Alice in Wonderland. 


He had just asked me to meet him in wonderland. And I promised I would. 

“You’re not lying right, you’ll really meet me?”

And I turned to him all smiles and eye rolls because he was Jiyong and he always asked the crazy impossible things. But I was Seungri and I always believed I could do it and so I nodded. I would always agree. Jiyong’s wishes were always grand and with him we probably were already in wonderland.

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Hell hath no fury like a dragon - Seungri/GD

Title: Hell hath no fury like a dragon  
Rating: NC-17 
Pairing: G-Ri
Word Count: 1998
Genre: Pwp and crack
Summary: The punishment of Lee Seungri by Kwon Jiyong
Warning: Breath play and such
AN: So I felt like I should write about what Kwon Jiyong does to Seungri when maknae has been a naughty boy. I find it funny that this is the thing that breaks through my writers block.


It would be an understatement to say he wasn’t scared shitless to fly back to Korea. His hands were already shaking and no amount of airplane alcohol could stop him from having a nervous tick in his eye. It was a well known fact Sajang-nim’s scolding could burn holes through ones skull, but no, he had far worse to contend with. 

His leg bounced up and down counting the seconds as the plane came to a stuttering stop on the runway. He had stayed in Japan through the scandal and thankfully  albeit it only made him more fearful — he only received calls and condemnation from the higher ups. And his manager’s rant didn’t even faze him (he couldn’t touch any of his members let alone Sajang-nim when it came to disciplining). 

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Bruises and Hugs - GD/Seungri

Pairing: Gri (main) – Gtop (side)
Rating: R – for scenes of abuse
Genre: Angst
Summary: I’ll hug you until you break

A/N: This is another crack at me writing in first person. First time writing close to 2000 words in a long time ;; that makes me happy lol. I should be working on my fic mix work u_u I’ll get to that soon.


I see the bruises even though you’ve covered them in makeup. They’re faint but I see them, a deep blue and dark black with a hint of bright yellow. I wonder if everyone else does too and whether they ignore it like I do.

I also see the strain in your eyes, the way you wince today, the sharp intake of breath when I hug you, not tightly, but still too tight. Do they see it? Do you see that I see? That I know? Do you blame me? Hate me? Because I do. 

My fingers brush against your wrist and you pull back. I tell you to stop and I see the flash of fear and too quick memories. Hyung I’m not like that. Don’t you know that? 

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Of Hairclips and Dragonflies - GD/Top

Pairing: GTop
Rating: G
Genre: Crack (omg it’s not even funny /sob)
Summary: weave, hairclips, and dragonflies.
A/N: Based off an rp (role-play) I had with someone. 1st in the Of __ series.

Off, on, off, on, his thumb kept flicking over his phone’s power button. Seunghyun should have called, at the very least, texted him by now. He hated waiting. He knew Seunghyun wasn’t necessarily punctual but it had been an hour already. With a sigh he shoved his phone into his pocket; he wouldn’t be the one to text first or wait like a fucking teenager for his message. Jiyong had no idea why he was getting so upset about it anyway.

It wasn’t like they hadn’t ever fought before they often got into little spats whenever Seunghyun or he got more than a little drunk. But this time it wasn’t his fault, although more often than not it was, Seunghyun had gotten trashed, unusual since he was known for, and could, hold his liquor, and had just been a fucking idiot the whole night. Even thinking about it now pissed him off, at the club Seunghyun had been all over everyone, his drunken sloppy hands grabbing at girls and guys and just everything with two legs.

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Take It Slow - GDYB

Rating: NC-17 

Type: Fluff - with some angst

Summary: Sometime love takes time

A/N: I was reading the lyrics and listening to the song of Taeyang’s, Take It SLow and this popped into my head. Never written anything remotely smutty before so bare with me. 

Youngbae tiredly walked into the Bigbang hostel. All he could think about was taking a nice long shower and then going to bed. He started down the hall to his room but like he always did he stopped by Jiyong’s room. The door was slightly cracked so he gently pushed it open not wanting to interrupt Jiyong if he was hard at work. He saw Jiyong sprawled across the bedspread sheets of paper strewn across. He smiled to himself, he was glad he was at least on the bed instead of hunched over at his desk. Jiyong always complained the next day about neck cramps. Youngbae walked in silently staring down at Jiyong’s sleeping face. He loved how Jiyong slept so peacefully, loved the way he breathed slowly, loved the relaxed and peaceful look on his face. 

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Coffee and Cigarettes - Part 2 - GD/TOP

Summary: The morning after, more cigarrettes and some coffee.

Disclaimer: GD/TOP one shot. Has adult concepts so if your not comfortable with that don’t read this.

A/N: God… this was not at all as fluffy as I wanted it to be. I somehow put some angst in here… Not at all what I planned… I’m thinking of writing a smutty epilogue… still haven’t decided since I’ve never written smut before… we shall see. Well hope you like this not so fluffy part. Taken from a prompt by ymo1157. Hope you like it! Prompt~ Addiction

Part 1

Seunghyun woke up to bright light flooding his living room and a pounding migraine. He decided he’d have to get black out curtains soon. He walked slowly to his kitchen and found the always ready ibuprofen. He always seemed to get a migraine when he was stressed. And he was stressed. He rolled his shoulders he needed a cigarette. But first he had to check on Jiyong.

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Coffee and Cigarettes - Part 1 - GD/TOP

 Summary: A drunken Jiyong, cigarrettes and some coffee to come.
Disclaimer: GD/TOP one shot. Has adult concepts so if your not comfortable with that don’t read this.
A/N: So this is going to be divided into two parts. It got a little longer than I intended. I really wanted this to be fluff so don’t dispair if it’s not very fluffy yet. It will be in the next part. This part might be little boring so sorry. And I’ve decided to do two different stories for this one prompt. I got a fluffy image and then a angsty one so this one is the fluffy one first :) Taken from a prompt by ymo1157. Hope you like it! Prompt~ Addiction

Top stood silently laughing to himself, Jiyong would become tanked. It was his birthday so Seunghyun couldn’t hold it against him. He had lost count the number of times Jiyong had stayed sober to take care of him when he was way past tipsy. They were close friends and had gotten closer through GD&TOP promotions. If Seunghyun admitted it to himself he almost liked promotions with Jiyong better than the regular Bigbang promotions. He was a little excited to work with Jiyong again for the upcoming album. Seunghyun couldn’t pinpoint the exact reason why he loved working with Jiyong so much maybe it was Jiyong’s passion? Or maybe because they had such a great time together just the two of them? Top always felt invigorated whenever he worked closely with Jiyong. He caught himself smiling as Jiyong came over, stumbling a little on the way.

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Breathe and Just Be - GD/Seungri

Summary: Waking up with GRi

A/N: Trying my hand at writing a little fluff, don’t know how well this turned out but hope you like it. I started writing this and then Faith Hill’s Breathe came on and I sort of mixed elements of that song in this. 

A ray of light slipped through the partly cracked blinds landing across Seungri’s face. He blinked open his eyes squinting. He turned his head away from the light and reached his hand toward the other side of the bed. His fingers met with soft, warm skin. A smile curled over his features as he looked at the person beside him. Jiyong was peaceful in his sleep. The worries that plagued him in his waking hours gone from his mind as he wandered the land of dreams, dreams that he hoped were filled with him. Seungri turned toward his sleeping lover and curled his hand under his head, watching, just watching. The sun danced lightly on his face, making Seungri’s breath catch, it was truly breathtaking. 

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True Soul-mates - Taeyang - One Shot
Disclaimer: It’s a Taeyang one shot but Jiyongs in there too. Has Pg-13 concepts so if your not comfortable with that don’t read this. 

A/N: So I had many bits of inspiration for this. Obviously from the prompt given but also for the five lines below (taken from a City Hunter gif on tumblr) and also for that picture of GD and Taeyang eating together.Taken from a prompt by ymo1157. Hope you like it! Prompt~ Dead and Gone

“I’m afraid of living with my eyes opened
Because even if I’m searching…
I won’t be able to see you.
Instead of yearning for you,
Living with my eyes closed is better”


Youngbae stared at the slightly crumpled and worn out paper in front of him. He reread the prophetic words again unable to turn away. If only he had known that this would actually become reality. That he would end up wishing to be blind, blind from the pain, the loneliness, the complete emptiness that surrounded and filled him every day. Everywhere he turned, everything he saw only made him wish that he was dead. Death would be a relief. At least then he could be where Jiyong was. Youngbae grabbed the desk gripping until his knuckles turned white. It had been two years and he still grieved like it just happened…

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Habits Kill - GD/Seungri - Oneshot

Summary: We all have habits, good and bad. It’s the ones that are bad that destroy us.
Disclaimer:Just trying out a GRi oneshot. It’s kind of depressing so if you don’t like it sorry.
A/N:Taken from a prompt by ymo1157. Hope you like it! Prompt ~ Habits

Jiyong took a long drag from his cigarette and sighed. How did he let it get this far. He understood the consequences of his actions but knowing them didn’t make the ache in his chest any better. He pulled the cigarette up to take another drag only to notice it had slowly burned down to a small stub. He flicked it to the ground and crushed it beneath his boot suddenly angry. Why should he have to deal with this crap? He was G-to the fricken- dragon; leader of Bigbang, one of Korea’s music prodigies, and one hell of a dresser.

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