Pairing: Gri (main) – Gtop (side)
Rating: R – for scenes of abuse
Genre: Angst
Summary: I’ll hug you until you break

A/N: This is another crack at me writing in first person. First time writing close to 2000 words in a long time ;; that makes me happy lol. I should be working on my fic mix work u_u I’ll get to that soon.

I see the bruises even though you’ve covered them in makeup. They’re faint but I see them, a deep blue and dark black with a hint of bright yellow. I wonder if everyone else does too and whether they ignore it like I do.

I also see the strain in your eyes, the way you wince today, the sharp intake of breath when I hug you, not tightly, but still too tight. Do they see it? Do you see that I see? That I know? Do you blame me? Hate me? Because I do. 

My fingers brush against your wrist and you pull back. I tell you to stop and I see the flash of fear and too quick memories. Hyung I’m not like that. Don’t you know that? 

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Summary: The phone call between Seungri and Daesung the day of the accident.
A/N: I really do not like this. I don’t like any part of what I’ve written. I didn’t capture any of  the emotions that I wanted to. And its short and just blah. I might rewrite it later, it’s 5 am here and I really need sleep so this is it for now.

Seungri started to shake thoughts ran through his mind too fast for him to grab a hold of. He was gripping his phone dialing the familiar number before he could properly register what he was doing. Why? Why was all he could ask himself. Why when they were at their best, at the top, finally growing into their own did this happen? More important why did it have to happen to the one person who deserved it least? His hands trembled as he heard the distinctive ringing sound.

Ring

Ring

Ring…

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Summary: We all have habits, good and bad. It’s the ones that are bad that destroy us.
Disclaimer:Just trying out a GRi oneshot. It’s kind of depressing so if you don’t like it sorry.
A/N:Taken from a prompt by ymo1157. Hope you like it! Prompt ~ Habits

Jiyong took a long drag from his cigarette and sighed. How did he let it get this far. He understood the consequences of his actions but knowing them didn’t make the ache in his chest any better. He pulled the cigarette up to take another drag only to notice it had slowly burned down to a small stub. He flicked it to the ground and crushed it beneath his boot suddenly angry. Why should he have to deal with this crap? He was G-to the fricken- dragon; leader of Bigbang, one of Korea’s music prodigies, and one hell of a dresser.

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After the elevator ascended up you waited patiently for Haeryun. You watched a little envious as quiet signs of affection were exchanged between her and Seungri. You were happy for her and loved the fact that they finally moved beyond the friendship boundaries but seeing a happy couple before you only enhanced the confused feelings that you were having. You couldn’t deny you were physically attracted to Seunghyun but you were unsure if the butterflies you had were more than that. ‘Am I just falling for him as a fan girl or am I falling for him for real?’ Your jumbled thoughts were interrupted (thankfully) by Haeryun. You guys drove back in communal silence each absorbed in your own thoughts; Haeryun’s probably a lot happier. 

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