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Take It Slow - GDYB

Rating: NC-17 

Type: Fluff - with some angst

Summary: Sometime love takes time

A/N: I was reading the lyrics and listening to the song of Taeyang’s, Take It SLow and this popped into my head. Never written anything remotely smutty before so bare with me. 

Youngbae tiredly walked into the Bigbang hostel. All he could think about was taking a nice long shower and then going to bed. He started down the hall to his room but like he always did he stopped by Jiyong’s room. The door was slightly cracked so he gently pushed it open not wanting to interrupt Jiyong if he was hard at work. He saw Jiyong sprawled across the bedspread sheets of paper strewn across. He smiled to himself, he was glad he was at least on the bed instead of hunched over at his desk. Jiyong always complained the next day about neck cramps. Youngbae walked in silently staring down at Jiyong’s sleeping face. He loved how Jiyong slept so peacefully, loved the way he breathed slowly, loved the relaxed and peaceful look on his face. 

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True Soul-mates - Taeyang - One Shot
Disclaimer: It’s a Taeyang one shot but Jiyongs in there too. Has Pg-13 concepts so if your not comfortable with that don’t read this. 

A/N: So I had many bits of inspiration for this. Obviously from the prompt given but also for the five lines below (taken from a City Hunter gif on tumblr) and also for that picture of GD and Taeyang eating together.Taken from a prompt by ymo1157. Hope you like it! Prompt~ Dead and Gone

“I’m afraid of living with my eyes opened
Because even if I’m searching…
I won’t be able to see you.
Instead of yearning for you,
Living with my eyes closed is better”


Youngbae stared at the slightly crumpled and worn out paper in front of him. He reread the prophetic words again unable to turn away. If only he had known that this would actually become reality. That he would end up wishing to be blind, blind from the pain, the loneliness, the complete emptiness that surrounded and filled him every day. Everywhere he turned, everything he saw only made him wish that he was dead. Death would be a relief. At least then he could be where Jiyong was. Youngbae grabbed the desk gripping until his knuckles turned white. It had been two years and he still grieved like it just happened…

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Don’t Let the Darkness Scare You - Daesung/Taeyang - Oneshot
Don’t Let the Darkness Scare You - Daesung/Taeyang - Oneshot

Disclaimer: Daesung/Taeyang one shot.Has adult concepts so if your not comfortable with that don’t read this. 
A/N:Taken from a prompt by ymo1157. Hope you like it!  Prompt~ Point of Breaking

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“Don’t you dare walk away from this… from me.” Daesung flinched at the burning anger in Taeyang’s voice. But he couldn’t turn around; if he did he would break. And Kang Daesung didn’t break, didn’t show his emotions, and didn’t let his secrets go. Even the people he cared for the most, his members —his brothers, couldn’t break the wall he had built around himself. That was who he was. He was the smiling angel of Bigbang, he was the jokester, the one everyone looked to, to brighten their day. But how could he brighten their lives when he couldn’t even lighten his?

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My Debts Paid Ch. 7 

After the elevator ascended up you waited patiently for Haeryun. You watched a little envious as quiet signs of affection were exchanged between her and Seungri. You were happy for her and loved the fact that they finally moved beyond the friendship boundaries but seeing a happy couple before you only enhanced the confused feelings that you were having. You couldn’t deny you were physically attracted to Seunghyun but you were unsure if the butterflies you had were more than that. ‘Am I just falling for him as a fan girl or am I falling for him for real?’ Your jumbled thoughts were interrupted (thankfully) by Haeryun. You guys drove back in communal silence each absorbed in your own thoughts; Haeryun’s probably a lot happier. 

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My Debts Paid Ch. 6 - T.O.P

You woke up to bright light flooding your room. You squinted and looked up to see Haeryun opening the window blinds.

“Rise and shine we have a big day ahead of us.” She cheerfully clapped her hands and tried to pull the covers away from you.

“Hey!” As she dragged the covers away you noticed Seunghyun’s jacket tangled in the blanket. She raised her eyebrows and smirked at you. “Honestly I don’t know how that got there.”  You snatched it away and put it swiftly on your desk.

“Well maybe your subconscious mind told you to sleep with it… Maybe it’s saying you like a certain someone and you’d like to sleep with him.” She grinned and wiggled her eyebrows making you blush.

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My Debts Paid Ch. 5 - T.O.P

“Aish Haeryun really did you need to get all of this!” You stumbled in your dorm room exhausted. Haeryun had dragged you on a shopping excursion which eventually led you to be her personal bag carrier.  All you wanted to do was stay at the dorm and blast your Taeyang CD and remember the epic concert from last night. You had fan girled with Haeryun about it while shopping but you were exhausted from last night and had dragged your feet the whole time. Haeryun was the one with all the energy to do anything.

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My Debts Paid Ch. 4 - T.O.P

“THAT WAS THE BEST!!!!” Haeryun was squealing as the concert came to a close. She started to drag you through the massive crowd chattering on about Taeyang. You tried to listen but you were in an amazing mind numbing haze.  You just saw Taeyang in concert! And you were going to congratulate him, in person, what could be better? ‘His body’  yeah you had to agree with your mind the last few songs with his shirt off had been quite spectacular. “I know Taeyang’s a sex god but seriously those abs are really killer.”

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